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Darla (Love Me)

from 325i by Don Lifted

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I wrote this after basically being cheated on in so many words and having to navigate through that grief and being retriggered to my past traumatic experiences. I think i’ve been cheated on in every relationship I’ve had in one form or another which can really affect self worth and esteem. The song also speaks about my codependency and neediness in relationships. I built a lot of the song around memories of me feeling alone as a child a lot before my brother was born. I don’t know if I got enough attention or not but I do know that my earliest memories are being alone or looking for my parents. I think that definitely affects my relationships, romantic or otherwise. Also not really seeing positive versions of love or
consistency. Everyone I know is divorced. I had to rebuild how I show up in a relationship from the bottom because nothing I’d been exposed to worked and that also has affected my relationship at times.

lyrics

Love me now
Love me love me not
You been on my mind
You been on my thoughts
I can’t waste no time
I can't point no fault
Greet me in these waves Cause I can’t swim without
I can’t stand no drought
Cause they gone let me drown (let me down) (layered and repeated) Greet me in these waves
Cause I can’t swim without
Verse
Lonely chair child sitting
I can’t live my life different wrapped up in my room Wrapped up in your 5 senses Fearful of this time
Fearful of my mind winning
I can't push nor pull
Blame her for my sour feelings I can't let them know
I can't let them fires in
I just love you so
Tears all on your fine linen Please don’t let me go
Please don’t let me dive in it
I can’t swim nor float
They done let me drown in it
Love me now
Love me love me not
You been on my mind
You been on my thoughts
I can’t waste no time
I can't point no fault
Greet me in these waves Cause I can’t swim without
I can’t stand no drought
Cause they gone let me drown (don't let me down) Greet me in these waves
Cause I can’t swim without
Lonely chair child sitting
I can’t live my life different
Hold me till I break
Hold me till my shape give in
I don’t know no ways
So I’m gone make my own living All before don’t know
So I can’t take they ways with me All before don’t show
So I can’t hold no hand fully Wish me till I vape
Wish me till my bones present Please don’t let me go
Please don’t let me dive in it
I can’t swim nor float
They gone let me drown in it
Love me now
Love me love me not
You been on my mind
You been on my thoughts
I can’t waste no time
I can't point no fault
Greet me in these waves Cause I can’t swim without
I can’t stand no drought
Cause they gone let me drown (don't let me down) Greet me in these waves
Cause I can’t swim without
Baby know my range Baby not my age
I been carry weight
I been carry pain
Blood da taste my lips Blood escape my veins All we got is time
And all we got is space.

credits

from 325i, released October 22, 2021
Darla (Love Me)
Drums: C Major
Guitar: MadameFraankie
Produced and Arranged: L. Matthews
Writer: L. Matthews
Mix: L. Matthews

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Don Lifted Memphis, Tennessee

Matthews is a multi-disciplined creative, predominantly working in music, visual arts and film. Matthews' style incorporates elements of hiphop, alternative rock and electronic music, resulting in emotionally vulnerable storytelling and eclectic production. ... more

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